okay so the whole writting in my vox every night, hasnt gone over so well. life has been a little more then hectic. working two jobs and having a boyfriend, not exactly the easiest thing to juggle. im currently sitting at the boyfriends (andrew) house while he is at hockey. He coaches a kids hockey team and tonight is their first playoff game so im just chilling here alone (his brother is out and his mom and dad have gone away for the weekend) I decided to make dinner for him and i tonight, something i rarely do. I also tried to make dessert..try being the key word. my mom makes this killer chocolate patte with melted chocolate, whipped cream and raspberries. probably the best thing ever. but apparently i cant even do that because i just tasted it and it isnt tasty at all. oh well, its the thought that counts right?! Drew does all the cooking when we make food because I am useless in the kitchen, but i really want to learn so I can make him dinner on nights like this when hes out being a good guy (how many 24 year old guys take time out of the day to help 11/12 year old boys play hockey?!)
is it just me or is it really hard to meet good friends after highschool? I have lived here for five months now and i still dont have a single person (other then the boyfriend) i can call to hang out with. in the long run, im actually okay with it. but there are nights i would just like to get some girls together and go catch a movie. i long for my girl talk. not a single one of my friends from back home have called me since i moved. i call some of them here and there because hi, lonely. its just really sad to know that the people i was SO close to aren't too concered with keeping our friendship going since i live out here now...im going to vegas in may with my mom and a bunch of her friends for my moms 50th birthday, and i have no one to come with me. i will be the youngest one there by atlesat 20 years. woo...fun...not so much? i mean, i could always turn down the trip, but if i do, I wont see my mom until september when we all go to new york and my mom and i are really close and i miss her already so its not something i really want to do.
sorry for everything being all over the place. my mind is just racing and all over the place right now...
]]>1. look into school courses...Possibly take my Purchasing course if I dont get the Flight Attendant job.
2. live credit card free
3. sign up for yoga classes and actually go.
4. move out
5. start writing in my vox every night
i think most of those resolutions are pretty easy to keep...(maybe not the credit card free...but its worth a shot!) I'm at work right now and probably shouldnt be writing so I will leave it at this for now. My internet is down at my place but once its up ill be writing more. sorry for being so lame as of late!
]]>Would you go on vacation by yourself, and if so where would you go?
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in a second. i was actually looking at planning a trip to Greece for two weeks all by myself to get some R&R. im not a HUGE party going person....so travelling europe with my buddies probably wouldnt be so much fun since they party all the time...and im not down for it. But greece....i could sit on the beach forever and be happy. LOVE that place
]]>i cannot wait until i move. my parents are driving me nuts. i love them dearly, and i know they just want whats best for me. but sometimes. oh my god. my mom is so negative sometimes and increibly racist it drives me nuts. i think a huge part of my problem is i went from being independant for a good solid year and getting myself out of tough situatins on my own, its rough to come back to living under your parents roof. im 22 years old and my mother will NOT knock on my door. just barges right on in. call me crazy, but im not a fan of my mother seeing my naked ass at this age. I dont feel like i belong here. this isnt my house anymore. this isnt my room anymore. im just a guest for two months and im hating every second of it. and to make matters worse, i dont really have the money to get OUT of the house since im saving to move across the country. ugh. life is complicated sometimes.
my posts suck right now. theres alot going on in my life that i have yet to say anything about because well. its just too long and complicated. when things start going better. they might get a little more interesting :)
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